It seems sometimes that the more we screw up and try to do things on our own, the worse our lives get, and the more difficult things become for us. Many times when this happens, we curse God for "letting bad things happen," and for "not being there." God is always there, in good times and in bad. It is through our own actions and selfishness that we create more struggles in our lives. By blaming God instead of leaning on him, we only make it worse. Remember, he carries us ALWAYS, not just when we see good things happen in our lives. Ask him to be there in bad times, instead of blaming him for them.