It seems sometimes that
the more we screw up and try to do things on our own, the
worse our lives get, and the more difficult things become
for us. Many times when this happens, we curse God for "letting
bad things happen," and for "not being there."
God is always there, in good times and in bad. It is through
our own actions and selfishness that we create more struggles
in our lives. By blaming God instead of leaning on him, we
only make it worse. Remember, he carries us ALWAYS, not just
when we see good things happen in our lives. Ask him to be
there in bad times, instead of blaming him for them.